Early morning sunlight in the office.

Yesterday I was so sick that I needed to leave the office. It was anxiety-making because there is much to do this week and I can't afford to be ill. This morning I woke feeling much better.

Here is what my office currently looks like. Piles of paintings. Bodie, the westie, is a little annoyed because that black chair is his chair. My space has become a temporary storage of paintings for a show at Vermillion, featuring three of my series, that has me pretty stoked. There are also larger paintings on the walls and in my assistant's office. I'll be hanging the work on Sunday and details will be coming soon.

I've slowly begun cleaning and sorting through various closets and shelves so come February, I'm not crazed. I found my xmas ornaments that I haven't seen in seven years. There were some old paintings on paper, my diplomas, a box of memories, a bag of little red vigil lights that used to be on my former Mentor's altar, which he gifted to me, and a big box of bears that I haven't seen in almost a decade. These are the two from that box I opted to keep.

This evening happily consists of tomato soup and saltines while working on some watercolor drawings.

Very restful day consisting of further preparations for a show in mid-December, more explorations in ink, and salad with apples and balsamic. And tiramisu.

This photo is part 1 of my Thanksgiving. Appetizers at a friend's home (the chef from the Hopvine, Michael Congdon and his partner Bryan). I left before the actual dinner because I was headed to other friend's for turkey. On the table, cheeses, 3 kinds of breads, olives, little oak cakes with slices of duck and homemade apple/cranberry topping...and three kinds of deviled eggs. Duck eggs with salmon mousse and poppy seeds. Chicken eggs, traditionally deviled. And quail eggs with truffle, sour cream and topped with caviar. And what was yet on the table was a delicious rabbit mousse topped with apples.

Michael is a vegetarian and yet somehow, intuitively concocts some pretty brilliant meat dishes.

For part 2 I headed to Roger K and David's to meet up with other good friends for more amazing food, including turkey. It was wonderful spending the time with my loving peeps.

Satiated, stomach and emotions…it was a very good day.

I hope today was rich for all of you.

A snippet from a wonderful dinner party I attended last night. It was a perfect evening after a very long work day.
Thanks guys!

Pioneer Square. I love this area.

Here is some impromptu dancing on a Capitol Hill street corner...

...and here is a bragging proud aunt moment...


My niece, Sarah Charles, in addition to working with her own jazz quartet, also gigs with other musicians. She has been working with Enoch Smith Jr and is the featured vocalist on his brand new cd, released last week.

Marc Myers, who writes frequently on music, art and architecture for the Wall Street Journal also has a blog focused on jazz: www.jazzwax.com.
On Sunday he wrote a review of Smith's new cd.

From Mr. Myers' blog:

CD discoveries of the week:

If you miss Amy Winehouse, you'll find traces of her sound in Sarah Elizabeth Charles, the female vocalist on Enoch Smith Jr.'s Misfits (Music4MyPeople). Actually, Charles' voice is stronger, prettier and less cranky. And if Charles' all-in vocals aren't enough, wait until you hear pianist Smith, his eight originals and his arrangements throughout. There's a story-telling, gospel vibe here, but with enormous soul. Joining Smith and Charles are bassist Noah Jackson and drummer Sangmin Lee, who frame Smith perfectly with sensitivity and tenderness. Dig Wise Man, I Want You and I Won't Complain. This is new jazz at its best.


If interested, you can preview and purchase Misfits at CDBaby, found at this link: www.cdbaby.com/cd/enochsmithjr1

morning after...

Fifteen years ago, while in the throes of a painting fellowship, I came to the realization that everything we create is a self portrait. It is all auto-biographical. It doesn't matter if a conscious (or unconscious) choice is made to emotionally detach from your work, that choice as well...is telling.

I am excited about moving east and know it's perfect for me at this time. And yet, the huge anxiety in finding employment is overshadowing my joy of creating an adventure.

With all the changes and living in the midst of great unknown, I've been feeling loss, anxiety as well as a sense of renewal. Conflicting emotions. Normally I can ground myself in my art but even that, albeit temporarily, has changed. Instead of my warm blanket of messy oils and the comforting smell of linseed, I've been rediscovering paper, ink and water media.

In the last few days I've been working on intentionally allowing myself to just be lost and let it be alright. The way for me to do that...is to let myself be okay with confusion in the art. Navigating murkiness on paper will offer connection in other aspects of my life. It means implicitly trusting myself regardless of what I see in the rest of the world.

Stepping out of an art opening held in Bartholomew vineyard's tasting room on Airport Way, I caught the light rail zooming past. My former studio mate was showing work and her husband, a chef, was cooking up tasty bits. It was truly wonderful to see them. While chatting I sampled some of the wine and even surprised myself by splurging on a $34 bottle of red. It's a treat because I needed something special while working art at home.

Yesterday afternoon's sky was surreal. This was taken on my corner, as soon as I stepped out of my building.

cap hill autumn...and paint

Thursday night I dreamt that I found my lost box of drawing supplies. Friday morning I woke, sad when I realized it was a dream.

Saturday, I moved a small wicker basket that was on top of a small white box which I believed held music cd's from the studio. On the top of the box I saw the words "drawing box - for home" written in marker. Opening it I found my cherished little enamel watercolor tray...and my favorite watermedia brushes. Ink. Charcoal pencils. Boxes of Yarka compressed charcoal. And jars. And rags.

Now, while wearing a new pair of warm, red wool socks that the pink bunny surprised me with, I'm going to paint. In addition, it's a cool, grey autumn day and hot chocolate will also be a nice accompaniment to working art.

One day I will be able to do this full time.